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Thursday, October 22, 2009

Coming out of the closet

Very few people know about the year and a half struggle that Kenny and I have been going through, but I am now ready to "come out of the closet" so to speak. This blog will serve two purposes, 1. give me a place to vent and 2. allow people who love us and want to be informed about our struggle to find out information without having to constantly talk about it. So here goes...

We are infertile. Not a phrase I like to say very often, but there it is. Kenny and I were married on November 10th, 2007, and decided we wanted a baby right away. We officially started trying February 14th, 2007. This means that we have been trying for a LONG 20 months. As of right now, we have no answers as to why it has taken so long. We wanted to try for a while before we decided to seek help. Which we did.

What's next? Well, now we want answers, then we will go from there. We have an appointment with a fertility specialist November 4th. Hopefully he will run tests, tell us what is wrong, and then we can get down to treating the problem.

To all my friends and family...Thank you for your love and support as we deal with this very difficult struggle. It has been hard, and there are days that I have cried myself to sleep, but you have been there for me, I couldn't go through this without you

To my wonderful Husband...I love you!!!! You have been so great to me througout this difficult time. You always say the right things when I am down. Your faith in God is one of your most attrative qaulities to me. It amazes me how you stay faithful, even when I feel doubtful. You have been so loving and patient with me. You are my shoulder to cry on, my best friend, my life, my world, my everything. I can't imagine going through this hard time in my life with anyone else. This struggle has made us grow closer together and I am thankful for that. I feel so blessed that even though I have to go through hard times, I get to do it with my best friend:)

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