And it still hurts. I still cry daily. My hips are still so sore from the progesterone shots, which is a constant reminder of what we have been through. Some days are better than others, if I try to stay really busy. Some days are hard. Kenny as been picking up some extra shifts at work so we can try to pay off our loan, so that we can take out another loan to pay for the next. It's when he's working and I'm alone that it's hard. I'm stuck between needing the money and needing my husband home with me. Today is one of those hard days.
I have been trying to look at the positives. Lots of people can only afford IVF once, and we will have the money to try again this summer. God has provided for us the opportunity to try again and I'm thankful for that.
Also, all of this has made me appreciate my friends and family even more. I am so blessed to have such wonderful people in my life. Thank you all for being here for us. It means more than you can know.
And last my husband, I feel closer and more in love with him than I ever have. He is so wonderful to me. I don't know what I did to deserve such a wonderful person in my life. I know it's hard on him too, but he stays positive, and I could not get through this without him.
